Yucky.....

It's not a good start to your day when you pick up your blow dryer and a roach falls out of it and runs under your couch.
:( :( :( :( :(

Now I feel all itchy...and like they're everywhere....

Babieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss.

Last night I had a dream that I had a daughter named Collita Brown.
She was a baby.
I never actually saw her, but I just knew I had her.
And her whole name kept flashing in my mind.

I think I dreamt it because my cousin's son just turned 2 and I went to the party on Saturday.
There were a ton of kids and animals and bbq.

Here are some pictures of Binnie and me at the Trailer Park.

Just Because.

Come Rescue Me.

When I was in middle school, I wanted to be Mariah Carey in this video.
She had all those guys dancing for in that field.
One day....One day.

Aw man....

There's a table at work where people put food they want to share.
There's a Popeye's box over there and I have a feeling it has buscuits in it...fluffy, buttery biscuits...
I wish I didn't feel like a fatass lately. I'd totally eat whatever's in there.

Might I add that I stumbled upon a website called lovethatchicken.com?

You'll Be Hearing From My Attorney.

I have a new advisor.
Her name is Soonbin Yim.
She's always right.
I don't know why I waited so long to make this decision.

Things I want.

There are some things I want to happen in my life.
1. I need to toughen up (more)
2. I need to focus on me for a change.
3. I want something to happen that I'm not going to mention here. I'm shy.
4. I want to be less shy.
5. Work in progress. To be updated later.

Untethered.

I want to go to this.



The opening is tonight at Eyebeam in Chelsea.
I think I want to spend some time over there again.
I need a change.

I <3 Rap Shows.

I went to see Kid Cudi and Hollywood Holt last night with Andy and some of his friends.
I'm not going to write about it - just saying that's what I did.



PS I just over-heard this guy in my office say that he was tempted to wear something that wasn't washed today...and this other guy said "ew."
If they only knew about me. ;p

"I Hope You Enjoy My Mommy's Chicken"

I need to stop looking for old emails.
And reading them.

AAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh

Black paint.
Black paint.
Black paint.
Black paint.
Black paint.
Art is going to be my "black paint."
It's hard because black paint can't drown songs stuck in your head.

Click!

Something big is going to happen!
I don't know what it is, but I can feel it.
It's something positive and happy.
I'm excited!!

Apparently I'm an Artist.

I didn't do any work yesterday.
I spec'd about 8 garments, and 5 for Olive, and I don't know what I did in between.
It's all Basquiat's fault.
I googled him because I used to love his art, and I haven't really been thinking about art as much as I used to.
After I revisited his paintings via google images, I couldn't think of anything else but going home and making art.
I can't get him out of my head.
I keep forgetting I graduated from art school with honors....yes, for fashion design, but before college I was painting all the time. It was my paintings and drawings that got me into art school in the first place.
So I went home and made art last night.
Fun art.
And I didn't want to stop.
It felt awesome.

I think this is what's going to save me.

Welcome to the Fair.

Miranda and I went to the fair by my mom's house. We went on every ride except the big viking boat. Last time we tried that we were scared to death.



Oh snap! It's the new rap!

I'm not Ok. You're Ok.

It's cold outside. Stupid hawk pecking his way back in to ruin me.

Live life now.

Make your own destiny.

Don't rely on anyone else for your own happiness.

Decide what's important and prioritize.

Don't let work smother you - unless that's what you want for yourself.

You're not a doormat. You're a door prize.

Things could be worse. Much worse.

Don't be part of the entourage. Have your own entourage.

Keep your cool. Just keep it.

Beth's Wedding and Such.

Mini cannoli, tiramisu, cheese and crackers, some fruit, and lots of beer.
Oh and ginormous penises.

















More to come...