The Dream Dictionary can't handle me.

So I figured out what it meant when I was dreaming about toilets.
But...last night I had a dream that a male friend of mine (no one I know in real life) was in some show and was partnered with Beyoncé.
They had to perform some song - almost like karaoke - except when it was time to start, my friend didn't know what to do because he didn't know the song, so he started acting goofy.
Beyoncé, on the other hand, knew the song inside and out, and I said to the person sitting next to me in the "audience" - "That's not fair - she had to perform that before. She knows the song."
I woke up this morning with the line "...all the single ladies...all the single ladies..." in my head.
It's still there.

Dreeeeaming.

Shower
To dream that you are taking a shower in clear, fresh water, symbolizes spiritual or physical renewal and forgiveness. You are washing the burdens out of your life.

Pool
To see a pool of water in your dream, indicates that you need to understand and deal with your emotions. You need to dive right in. Alternatively, a pool may indicate your need for cleansing. You need to wash away the past.

Hmmm.....

Dream Dictionary

Christy and I were discussing weird dreams that we've been having.
I've been dreaming that I either can't find a bathroom, or that I'm in a bathroom that's just a toilet in the middle of a public room.
Monday I dreamt that the toilet was all clogged up.
Last night I dreamt that I was out of toilet paper.
Sometimes I dream that I have to find a bathroom for my little sister.

Bathroom
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls, signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. It may also indicate that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. If you reveal these feelings, you are afraid that others around you will judge and criticize you. If you dream that you are in a bathroom meant for the opposite sex, then it suggests that you are overstepping your boundaries.You have crossed the line in some situation.

To dream that you can not find the bathroom, signifies that you are have difficulties in releasing and expressing your emotions.

Toilet
To see a toilet in your dream, symbolizes a release of emotions or getting rid of something in your life that is useless. The dream may also be brought about by your full bladder and is attempting to get you up and go to the bathroom. If you are cleaning the toilet, then it means that you are starting to shed your shell or lose your inhibitions.

To see a clogged toilet in your dream, signifies that you are holding and keeping your feelings to yourself. Your emotions have been pent up too long and you need to let go of the negative feelings.

To see an overflowing or flooded toilet in your dream, denotes your desires to fully express your emotions

And this is how I feel today.

"...it's like a carrot in front of a horse."

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Libra.

Normally you are the one who can gracefully hide your feelings in order to make everyone else feel good about what's happening. Today, however, your patience may run thin as you respond impulsively, without giving yourself enough time to monitor the impact of your reaction. Don't be hard on yourself if you make someone uncomfortable. Taking care of your own needs is more important now than keeping the peace.
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I Need A Nap.

It's 9:26am.
I've been at work for roughly an hour.
(Sigh)

PS. Last night I had a dream that a friend and I (I don't know the girl in real life) were out somewhere and were dressed inappropriately for the weather.
It was really cold and I was wearing a tank top with a triangle bikini top underneath.
I remember thinking I'd be embarrassed if you could tell I was cold by looking at my chest, so I looked down to check and I had brown skin.
haha I'm not sure if my face was the same, but I def had some dark boobs.

To Do List. Originally posted 8.19.08

1. Finish dresses for wedding. Check
2. Finish sewing pants.
3. Art project #1 (JnglJ) - Plan plan plan Started
4. Art project #2 - Plan Started
5. BMX project(s):
5A. Business cards
5B. Stickers Check
5C. Blog Started
6. Sewing/clothes:
6A. Turkey Shirt
6B. Macaroni Hat
6C. Wu-Tang
6D. Onesies
6E. Screen for Cupcakes
6F. The RC Started
6G. Hem black jeans, purple jeans, gold jeans Started
6H. Brian's wedding present
7. Finish scroll with Ana
8. Fix "Mamby and Shell" necklace Check
9. Extra Virgin
10. Project Back to School
11. Sketches/boards for Beth's wedding

Living in the Moment.

I just found out that a girl who I was good friends with in elementary school, middle school, and part of high school is moving to Norway.
It doesn't sound like a big deal, but let me tell you why it is.

After college she was a school teacher for a year or so.
She decided that she didn't want that for herself because it made her feel old and she just wasn't at that point in her life where she wanted to be tied down to a job like that.
So she moved to New York and got a job as a cocktail waitress in the meat-packing district.
She's been here a year or 2 and couldn't be happier.

Now she's moving to Norway. To be with her boyfriend.
I wish I had the balls to pack up and go at the drop of a dime.
I still have some remnants of my shyness left in me that I desperately need to get rid of.Going back to an earlier post, I've always felt that I've had to do the right thing, and the "right" thing is basically the responsible thing.
I hate being responsible all the time.

I had another friend that I'd known the same amount of time who never had a problem with doing whatever, whenever.
I would always think it through first, and usually decide that it was a bad idea - no matter what it was.

I'm starting to let go, but not at the pace I'd like to.
Help me?

Babieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss.

Last night I had a dream that I had a daughter named Collita Brown.
She was a baby.
I never actually saw her, but I just knew I had her.
And her whole name kept flashing in my mind.

I think I dreamt it because my cousin's son just turned 2 and I went to the party on Saturday.
There were a ton of kids and animals and bbq.

Here are some pictures of Binnie and me at the Trailer Park.