Dear So & So,

I take it back.
I do hate you.

Sincerely,
René

Do the Urkel.

My dad gave me this shirt when I was little that said "Do the Urkel" and it had Steve Urkel on it with footprints all over it...it was AWESOME.
Sadly, I think I gave it to Goodwill because I couldn't fit in it anymore.
Why would I do that?
Not only would it fall into the wrong hands via Goodwill, but I bet I could have done something amazing with it now.

I <3 You, Phillies.

I <3 the Phillies.
When I was in 5th grade, I knew all the players and watched all of the games and had Darren Dalton's autograph on a "while you were out" slip. We saw him at Reading Terminal and he asked us not to tell anyone he was there.
I don't remember what game it was exactly, but it was an important one - they won and my mom took my sister and I driving around and into the city so we could honk the horn, yell out the windows, and just make lots of noise. It was awesome.
I had my giant Phillies t-shirt on.
I had a lot of those.

Videos that Remind me of The Box.

I remember being in middle school, hanging out with my cousins all summer, watching videos, making music on the computer, and getting cheeseburger hoagies from Mike & Emma's.
We watched The Box a lot.
We'd get so excited if we saw that a good video was coming on next. haha I miss the Box.
I was "secretly" into rap. Dirty, filthy, grimey rap.
I liked it a lot but no one knew.
These are some videos that people requested all the time.

My Thoughts Currently.

1. Work is too crazy right now. (I'm taking a break to post this.)
2. I'm cleaning up my apartment.
Let me rephrase - I'm cleaning out my apartment, so if I have something that belongs to you, speak up.
3. I can't wait until Halloween. I still have to make my costume.
4. Ana, if you're reading this, I have a great idea for our onesies!!!
5. I wish I had some company while I'm cleaning out my apartment. The tv only goes
so far.
6. I've been thinking about moving again. Just thinking about it.
7. I want to go home.
8. I'm nervous about getting my perm this weekend.
9. I wish some things were the way they used to be.

Thank you, that is all.

I <3 Apples. And peanut butter.

I found this fancy picture to go along with what I'm about to say next.

My boss is eating apple slices with peanut butter at her desk right now and I'm insanely jealous.

Insanely.

Mmmm....

It smelled like summer this morning when I was walking to the train.

Yesterday was beautiful.
The sun was out, people were out - I was way jealous of people who had time to just hang out.
I sat at Union Square during my lunch break and there were kids on their skateboards and people riding bikes and people literally just hanging out with their friends in the middle of Wednesday.
I wanted so badly to be skating around or hanging out or taking pictures.
I'm totally wasting my life by having a job.
Anyone want to donate to the "Support René Foundation"?

Holy Crap!

Do you believe in all this stuff?
I don't know if I do. I mean, especially when it comes from the internet. hahaha


The Fool card reversed suggests that being blinded by love or desire, you have the potential to fall victim to someone who may treat you carelessly or take you for granted. You could be on the brink of an exciting ride, but your love interest may not be there when the roller coaster comes to an end.

They are twins. That is how.

A million summers ago when I was about 18, this video kept me entertained for hours...this along with about 3 others.
My friends, sister, cousins, and I would just watch it over and over and quote it when we weren't watching it. haha
That's sad.

Re: Show last Monday

I was doing fine up until a week ago.
Things were going really well and I was finally getting myself to where I wanted to be.
I was just trying to be a good friend.
That's what gets me in trouble though.
Sometimes I have to put myself first.
Now I'm having the same anxiety and the same emotional fears that I was a month ago.
I'm being as strong and as tough as I can, but it's so hard.

I'm Yucky.

I wish I didn't have a giant pimple on my chin.
I felt it forming this weekend but didn't do anything about it.
:(
I haven't had a pimple in months.

Back Order.

Here's some stuff I don't feel like explaining.











Ok this deserves an explanation.
This guy kept checking his phone, and instead of leaning his cane against the door, or hanging in on his arm, he made a tri-pod with his legs....what?!

The Weekend.

I went to Philly because I was having dinner with my mom and her boyfriend's family on Saturday.
I was supposed to go to a house party with Jon Smith, but I didn't go.
Here are some pictures.


This shirt just rubs me the wrong way.






We had a dance party at Philippe's.





Don't mess with South Philly.







The ceiling of the bus kept falling down, so the people sitting in that section used some tape and teamwork to keep it up.

I also went to Ubiq this weekend. I forgot how much I like that store.
Not only is the set-up really nice, but they were playing the Misfits. <3

Drizhollering and BlahBlah.

First I went to dinner with Shon at Tai Thai. So good.
Then I met up with Ana and Jon and we went to Alphabeta - which reminds me that girl never called me about the gold shoes.
We made friends with the guy at the door.
He collects vintage Cazal frames. He showed me pictures of his collection on his IPod.
He checked our IDs and then stamped our hands with a stamp that said "PAID." I told him he shouldn't use that stamp because it's a lie and he told me that I paid with my charm.


Aw man, I think he caught us off-guard.





Then to McDonald's?


Then we stopped at this bar on Bedford Ave. It had weird rubber seats and weak drinks. Ana called Sterling and then we met him at Hope.


This kid was being a dick the whole night. He kept calling Ana and me "those girls" and apparently Ana heard him call us bitches. I told her to let me know if he said it again, but he didn't. I was going to give him a talking-to. So (after he passed out) he got this instead:



Amazing!


So we danced a little with Sterling and then went to Hugs. Our new friend Tim bought us a couple of games of Skee Ball since he promised us a dance party and there were all of 5 people there.



This is our new friend Tim. Ana wants to hook him up with her friend Ally.


Man, skee ball is tiring.




Then we got pizza. I didn't need to be eating pizza.




Ana and I had a catch with Jon's handball for a while. Then I got a cab home. I never get a cab home. I slept in my bra and jeans. I never sleep in my bra and jeans. What the...?