The Aftermath.

Freshie.

Lift and separate.

And now they're going out.

Above photo by Dan Brenner.

Eff Whatcha Heard.

SS2K10 is in full effect.

Purge.

I think I already wore these clothes this week. To work.

I dreamt about the bathroom again last night but this time it was my mom's bathroom.
I dreamt about the bathroom at her house before.

I hung out with Ana and Jon last night.
I feel extra motivated.
So motivated that when I got home at 12:30, I couldn't sleep so I painted until 2.
Something great is going to happen.
I wish I was painting right now.

Ana and Jon and I found a bunch of umbrellas in a trash can.
One of them had a handle shaped like a swan's head, but it was broken.

I forgot my camera.
I saw a lot of stuff I wanted to take pictures of.

My life is coming together.

End journal entries.

Trouble.

There were a bag of fortune cookies at work today.
Most of them were broken or empty.
I saw one that wasn't closed all the way and I took it.
The fortune said this:

Never trouble trouble till trouble troubles you.

I love it.

I Think I'm Sick Of The Internet.

I'm adding the internet to my detox list.
I should actually make a list.
But I won't name specific names when listing a person.
I'll just make up names for people or better yet, I'll use initials.

1. The internet.
2. PK and anyone else who's constantly negative.
3. PW & Co.
4. Andre - well, and drinking altogether.
5. Stupid parties.
6. Fried chicken - sorry buddy...you know I <3 you...but this relationship is hurting me.
7. Chocolate. This hurts me more than it hurts you. :(

Might I just add that there's a time and a place to use the old, "This is me - if you don't like it, then I don't need you" line.

Anyway, see you when I get back.

In Preparation for 2012.

me: hey
Alanzo: what it do RC
me: Today is too blah for me. I want to stay home.
Alanzo: me too a ave stuff I just NEED to finish which requires a home visit/stay
me: me too.
work takes up too much of my time.
Sent at 7:43 AM on Wednesday
Alanzo: EXACTLY!
Sent at 7:45 AM on Wednesday
me: :(
Alanzo: Gotta live what you love in '09

And this is how I feel today.

"...it's like a carrot in front of a horse."

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Libra.

Normally you are the one who can gracefully hide your feelings in order to make everyone else feel good about what's happening. Today, however, your patience may run thin as you respond impulsively, without giving yourself enough time to monitor the impact of your reaction. Don't be hard on yourself if you make someone uncomfortable. Taking care of your own needs is more important now than keeping the peace.
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