Thank you, Rick Levine. Thank you.

Optimism fades into realism today as your big ideas collide with a serious dose of the truth. You weren't purposefully avoiding the facts; it's just that some of them were hidden from your view. Now, finally, you get to see what you were missing, and it's enough to make you doubt your previous wisdom. But don't be too hard on yourself if you didn't know then what you know now. Just make the best choices possible in the present moment and get on with your life.

How does this guy know so much about what's going on in my life?
I definitely made a huge realization today. And the above horoscope describes my situation to a T.

And this is how I feel today.

"...it's like a carrot in front of a horse."

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Libra.

Normally you are the one who can gracefully hide your feelings in order to make everyone else feel good about what's happening. Today, however, your patience may run thin as you respond impulsively, without giving yourself enough time to monitor the impact of your reaction. Don't be hard on yourself if you make someone uncomfortable. Taking care of your own needs is more important now than keeping the peace.
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My Thoughts About Nothing.

I don't like myspace.
I don't like facebook.
I don't even get facebook.
I don't want to know everyone's business all the time.
I don't care that you're mad at so and so.
I don't care whether you're feeling "jedi" or "ninja".
I don't care who you're now friends with.
I don't care what song you've added to your page.
I don't want to read the survey you've filled out even though I'm guilty of filling them out myself.
I don't care about the new picture that a scenester photographer took and put on his website at that party last night. -That needless to say became your new "default photo".
It really doesn't matter how many "friends" you have. I have real friends. And I can name them without looking them up.

Thank you. That is all.

Magic Sneakers.

WHAT? I love how uncomfortable he is. haha People will do anything for money.

Halloween.

1. Savalas.
2. Place that used to be Triple Crown.
3. Hugs.
3 1/2. Some house party above Hugs. $10 w/kegs and band. We didn't stay.
4. Place that I've been to with Paridee that had that peach drink.
5. Studio B. (Conned our way in for free)
6. Some old man bar in Greenpoint.
7. Back to Studio B.
8. Supreme Trading. (Conned our way in for free)

Dear So & So,

I take it back.
I do hate you.

Sincerely,
René

Holy Crap!

Do you believe in all this stuff?
I don't know if I do. I mean, especially when it comes from the internet. hahaha


The Fool card reversed suggests that being blinded by love or desire, you have the potential to fall victim to someone who may treat you carelessly or take you for granted. You could be on the brink of an exciting ride, but your love interest may not be there when the roller coaster comes to an end.

Re: Show last Monday

I was doing fine up until a week ago.
Things were going really well and I was finally getting myself to where I wanted to be.
I was just trying to be a good friend.
That's what gets me in trouble though.
Sometimes I have to put myself first.
Now I'm having the same anxiety and the same emotional fears that I was a month ago.
I'm being as strong and as tough as I can, but it's so hard.

"I Hope You Enjoy My Mommy's Chicken"

I need to stop looking for old emails.
And reading them.

This came from Elle Magazine. haha Aw and it's true.

Daily Horoscope:
Weekend Update: This Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse weekend is all about expressing your love, creativity and desire to others, instead of holding back, waiting for the 'perfect' time that never quite comes. State your preferences instead of deferring to others (and then secretly resenting that your needs aren't being met). You need to recognize the role you play in a relationship - and the responsibility you have to keep a friendship or romance alive and kicking. If you find yourself snapping at another or blaming him or her for your dissatisfaction, pause and walk over to the mirror. You're projecting your own issues onto another. As a Libra, you know that you do this, but may have fallen into a routine. This routine will interfere with your ability to manifest lasting happiness. This weekend gives you the motivation to push away from bad old habits that actually pit you against a friend or loved one. There is no need to take sides or assign blame, but there are a hundred reasons to deliberately readjust your attitude - not just for the weekend, either. Look at your relationship history. Think about your connections at home, work, school, everywhere. How many times have you honestly faced the truth about why a friendship failed? You're far more powerful than you're willing to admit and have played a key role in the success and misadventures in your private and professional endeavors. This is your 'get real' weekend.