I Think I'm Sick Of The Internet.

I'm adding the internet to my detox list.
I should actually make a list.
But I won't name specific names when listing a person.
I'll just make up names for people or better yet, I'll use initials.

1. The internet.
2. PK and anyone else who's constantly negative.
3. PW & Co.
4. Andre - well, and drinking altogether.
5. Stupid parties.
6. Fried chicken - sorry buddy...you know I <3 you...but this relationship is hurting me.
7. Chocolate. This hurts me more than it hurts you. :(

Might I just add that there's a time and a place to use the old, "This is me - if you don't like it, then I don't need you" line.

Anyway, see you when I get back.

And this is how I feel today.

"...it's like a carrot in front of a horse."

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Libra.

Normally you are the one who can gracefully hide your feelings in order to make everyone else feel good about what's happening. Today, however, your patience may run thin as you respond impulsively, without giving yourself enough time to monitor the impact of your reaction. Don't be hard on yourself if you make someone uncomfortable. Taking care of your own needs is more important now than keeping the peace.
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Labels: life

Oh my goodness.

Things are good right now.
I'm focusing on things I want, and actually following through.

Something that's bugging me right now, however, is that there are some people who think they've made a bigger impact on my life than they actually have.
Like I was some lost little puppy who needed to be shown the way...or rather - who needed guidance.
I don't like it when people mistake my niceness/politeness for weakness.
I guess that's something I have to work on.

I think my "detox" will include these people.

To Do List. Originally posted 8.19.08

1. Finish dresses for wedding. Check
2. Finish sewing pants.
3. Art project #1 (JnglJ) - Plan plan plan Started
4. Art project #2 - Plan Started
5. BMX project(s):
5A. Business cards
5B. Stickers Check
5C. Blog Started
6. Sewing/clothes:
6A. Turkey Shirt
6B. Macaroni Hat
6C. Wu-Tang
6D. Onesies
6E. Screen for Cupcakes
6F. The RC Started
6G. Hem black jeans, purple jeans, gold jeans Started
6H. Brian's wedding present
7. Finish scroll with Ana
8. Fix "Mamby and Shell" necklace Check
9. Extra Virgin
10. Project Back to School
11. Sketches/boards for Beth's wedding

Me in a Nutshell?

I like
wearing wife beaters over my t-shirts.
painting my nails.
making my own clothes.
painting.
drawing.
eating grilled cheese. Buttery, cheesy, grilled cheese.
riding bikes.
when you call me.
laughing.
dancing.
being stupid.
fun stuff.
making friends.
oatmeal chocolate chip cookies.
people who are real from start to finish.
street art. Of any kind.
photographs.
feeling appreciated.

You'll Be Hearing From My Attorney.

I have a new advisor.
Her name is Soonbin Yim.
She's always right.
I don't know why I waited so long to make this decision.

Things I want.

There are some things I want to happen in my life.
1. I need to toughen up (more)
2. I need to focus on me for a change.
3. I want something to happen that I'm not going to mention here. I'm shy.
4. I want to be less shy.
5. Work in progress. To be updated later.